The legend says that when I was
born my dad was watching “The sword of Tipu Sultan” on Doordarshan and hence he
named me Tippu. As a common factor in South India, my name was followed by an
initial “S” which expanded to my dad’s name Sultan Mohideen. Thereafter, I
became Tippu S. My mom took me to temples and I was well-versed with pujas and
being in a Gujarati school, I learnt Bhagavad Gita. My parents took me to my
dad’s relatives’ place and during one particular month of every year, we all
had breakfast at 6 in the evening. I didn’t know why. My neighbor was a
Christian and with her I went to Sunday classes. By the end of 12 years, I was
utterly confused. Who was Allah, Krishna, Ganesh, Murugan, Ayappa, Jesus, et
al.? Who were they and how important a part are they playing in my life?
I thought they were all different
people who once existed on earth and different people follow different faiths
based on their liking, culture and subscription. When I was young, I never
thought that religion was a serious issue. Infact, I didn’t know what my
religion was until I was 16 years old. Neither of my parents forced me to
follow a religion and I never felt the need to be identified with a particular
name.
Years went by and the question
loomed large in head. I was racially abused for my confusion which was unique
to me and I didn’t know if there was anyone to help me out. Not that I needed,
but that was the moment the individual in me woke up. Which religion should I
take to and there were no answers. I read a lot on Swami Vivekananda, accepted
all his philosophies, but somehow couldn’t subscribe to Hinduism. I tried
practicing Islam, but it was getting difficult day by day to learn and practice
Islam. As people say it is most misunderstood religion in the world, I
certainly can vouch for it. No one in the world can follow Islam strictly by
the book. Neither did I know how to read Namaz nor did I know some history but,
I am a Muslim at the end of the day. My name says so and I believe in God.
When we come into this earth, we
are as clean and clear as a Lotus petal, but born in a muddy pond of social
class, religion, caste and creed. Involuntarily we are corrupted by it and we
attach a name to it and associate ourselves to it. Today we have wars
everywhere, people killed and maimed in the name of religions and still, we
celebrate our Eid, Diwali, Christmas, et al. and move forward in our life. It
is impossible to abolish religions, but the least that we can do is to become
tolerant. We don’t need these killings because we are here to live. Isn’t
that’s what all religions preach? Wars are conflicts of personal ego overrated
in the name of religion. Let’s avoid it because one day in this planet, we will
eventually run out of oil!
Eid Mubarak!
4 comments:
u were born during the time tippu sultan use to be aired on DD1 no yaar i was a good 7-8 yrs old when tippu sultan was aired on doordarshan,,, i
gud
Thts y I quoted the legend :P
I am curious, could you please elaborate on why you couldn't subscribe to Hinduism and also why it got progressively difficult to learn Islam - did you find Islam too complicated or found yourself in disagreement thus were disinclined to practice it ?
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