Abicool Inc.

DISCLAIMER:

This article might not be good to read. Its about a worst thing that can happen to the family and friends of a person who is in heaven right now. The date, March 25, 2008 was the second worst day of my life. The thing more undefined than death is the one trying to define death.

There are somethings in life that we would like to erase. There are somethings in life that we would like to treasure. Both the memories are stored at the same place, but, effectiveness in accessing them is different. Some memories stays pleasant but, some reminds us of acrid situations. Both the memories are part of the same life, but, one has the liberty to choose which one, he would like to be reminded of.

Sad memories are like alcohol. Once you get addicted you would like to have the more of it. Its a train of thoughts that runs very fast such that, although you try not to remember something, you would eventually end up thinking about it. It gives you a new high and you start blaming incidents, that shouldn't have occurred, but ended up occurring. If only I had a Time-Machine, I would have had my dearest friend Abicool sitting beside, giving me suggestions to move forward in life, no matter what the circumstances would have been. If only he hadn't chosen to leave the earth and remain in peace in heaven, life would have been an altogether different experience for everyone associated with him. The eternal truth remains the same, the 'if-only' clauses are not going to bring him back.

But, the happy memories associated with him will remain the same and he will remain in our memories as the ever smiling baby boy and I would like to carry on with these happy memories of Abicool, although its going to be an Herculean task.

Love you Abi!!!!!